It was silent

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You love me! why!? - asked him n'th times now.

I still want to know why you love me. At which moment you thought I’m the one. How you realized its love? You still think this questions are my curiosity, no they are the self-doubts arising out of my heart. I have never known someone choosing me, I have never heard someone whispering their love, i have never felt how it feels to be loved.It was all silent.

I didn't know how you came into my life.
I didn't hear about our uncertain destiny.
I didn't feel the showering filmy romance.

I didn't know when you fell for me.
I didn't hear lies in your promises.
I didn't feel when you took my softness.

I didn't know giving up is tough.

I didn't hear sounds of dying butterflies.
I didn't feel weaving hate of unlove.

I didn't know my presence can be worthless.
I didn't hear your love promises to someone else.
I didn't feel your efforts a=were equal ever to me.

I didn't know if it's love.
I didn't hear it as just love.
I didn't feel it's love.

It was all in silence. I got my answers. It's true "one day you'll get all your answers." but the irony you know? I couldn't cry, because no one has seen me laugh hard. I couldn't show my scars, because no one has seen me blushing. I couldn't tell the world you have chosen me, because temporary peoples don’t count on.